Optimism slowly drains you

I can only be positive for so long. With every publication pointing out the obvious dreaded state that we're in, I can't help but slip into a downward spiral towards pessimism.. The front page of the Careers section of my local Paper just flat out said there are no jobs for the 20 somethings b/c the 30 somethings with more experience are taking lower income jobs to stay afloat.. so these 20 somethings (me and my friends) are forced to either a)stay in school by taking out loans and coming out in a few years with more debt than ever (b)move in with the parental units or (c)move over seas to find jobs abroad.. This just blows.. I've been looking for 10 months and all I have to show for it are 2 internships that have not and will not turn into permanent full-time employment. Now yes, it could be a lot worse.. I have no kids, no wife.. no one depending on me to make a living but me... but with the way retirement ages are going up.. i wait any longer and i'll be working until i'm effing 90...I'm just tired of the crap.. ready for the economy to turn around.. and ready for all these bastards in the media explaining how bad it really is, all-day everyday. All you are really doing is scaring people half to death so that the small amount of money they do have.. stays in their pockets thus not stimulating the economy... I'm done venting.. maybe i'll wake up on the right side of the bed tomorrow...

There are things that you learn about yourself on a consistent basis. There are some things that just spring up on you because you been in some sort of cycle of the same crap where you're making the same mistake over and over again. People have a unique way of adapting themselves to any situation. Whether it be finding superhuman strength when you're in a life or death situation, or you're just moving to a new city finding things that you can do for recreation. We change ourselves and the way we interact with things because we have to. I'm learning that i'm consistently changing. I never stay one way or the other. I'm totally becoming fine with it. I'm being myself, and that's all we can as for right? Not if someone else will be themselves, it's if you can be happy with who you really are inside. I'm not saying I think I'm perfect nor am I totally happy with my habits and/or vices. I'm just sayin for the first time, I'm coming to terms with who I am and i'm damn proud of who i'm becoming...

In other news...

HEY! Horny Drunk Guy... STEP AWAY FROM THE GIRL

HEY! You! Yea you! Yea you, drunk ass, salivating over the poor passed out girl. Leave her the hell alone... I don't know if you have low self esteem or a lack of any esteem but you need to understand just because the woman can't give you an audible NO that doesn't give you the right to force yourself upon her.. FUCKFACE, I said step away from the girl....

What the hell is wrong with you people? Now, I may be THE JUST ONE but i'll admit i've had my fair share of horny drunk nights but i've never used that as an excuse to force myself upon a female.. For any MAN who thinks this is an open invite to do as they please is an effing BOY... i'm tired of your dumbass giving a bad name to the entire male species...

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WTF is this?????

OK OK OK.. I know what you're thinking, "Well, Florida did win a Football National Championship and 2 Basketball National Championship in recent years, they have a lot to party about" Yes, my dear dear child, this is true..But let's think this crap out... Ok every year, the Princeton Review goes around asking question after question surveying student after student (this article highlights that over 120,00 students were surveyed) to come to their final ranking of colleges in partying, biomedical engineering, and fucking hot females... However, you have to realize one SMALL detail.. Even if they are surveying 120,000 people for this ranking, they are leaving out somebody...THE PEOPLE HUNGOVER FROM THE PREVIOUS NIGHT'S PARTY...The mofos down at UF party.. yes they do but NOBODY PARTIES LIKE A VOLUNTEER....Shit they surveyed 120,000 people-- we can get almost that much at one football game (i understand the results would be only slightly skewed)...Florida students get up and go to class the next day..which is why they can take pointless surveys to vote for themselves to become the best party school...Tennessee students are running to class with the same clothes from last night looking like a train just hit them and they miss the survey that was taken at the first part of class...or shit they just don't even bother to make it.. All i'm sayin.. is in the south you're either a Volunteer or a F(lorida). A(labama). G(eorgia)......

You have to apologize to be forgiven...

This is what we call a public apology.